I
wrote a while ago about choosing the word "peace" as a word to pursue
this year. And it would seem as though He is laughing at that plan. I have so
badly just wanted to feel peaceful. I don't necessarily mean that I want
everything to be perfect, but more that I would be at peace with where I am.
And
I am getting this overwhelming feeling.
Peace
is not what I'm meant to pursue this year.
He
wants me to be still.
I threw my back out on Friday while grocery shopping. I have a
very wiggly toddler who decided she doesn't like to sit in the shopping cart
seat anymore. While I held her in mid-air. I heard the pop as she tried to
twist away and that was that.
I have no
choice but to be still. Anything else hurts too much!
But I've
learned some pretty neat things from my prone position.
I've learned I
have the most amazing kids. They took over the grocery shopping while I
shuffled behind the cart. They would ask what was on my list, run and grab it.
Then they would return with it, and go off in search of the next thing.
They have made sure to help as much as they can with lifting or moving things.
My oldest has
loved the challenge of stepping up to help with the food prep. And
as always loves feeling more in charge of things. Lol. And she's really shined
when she can show us how capable she is, if only we'd let her do those things.
I've learned my
extended family rocks. My mother in law came to take my daughter to piano
lessons so I wouldn't have to cancel them. And she's been checking up on
me ever since.
I've learned
from my prone position that we can sometimes have a narrow view of what's going
outside. The kids pointed out that it was snowing and all I could see was the
snow swirling up underneath the roof overhang. I marvelled at the beauty of the
snow dance I was watching.
Of course, when
I finally moved and saw the blizzard outside, the swirling snow took on a
different connotation.
But it's that
way with life, isn't it? We can focus on showing others how great we are
doing. Only letting our friends and family see the things
that are going great in our lives.
Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and all of the other social media platforms
make it easy to share the great moments.
And that’s a great thing, to be able to look back at them. We aren’t inauthentic if we want to share
those precious times.
But the beauty
is in letting them see us for our whole self. Broken, messy bits and
all. Being real with those around us allows for a beauty you can't begin
to imagine.
Not just in the
moments when our physical bodies need help, but when our soul's need to be
lifted up too. Gaining the privilege of being let in to someone's messy is an
amazing gift.
If you have
been hiding behind a rosy-coloured facade, I challenge you to let someone in to
see the real you. You would be surprised who He will put in your path. And they
might just become the lifelong friend and prayer warrior you've been praying
for.
Heavenly
Father, I think you for both the blessings and the challenges in my life.
I thank you for breaking me and putting me back together in ways I never would
have thought of. And most of all, I thank you for never leaving me to face this
life alone. I pray that those who are longing for you would feel your
presence today. I pray that you would bring a prayer warrior in to their
life that would show them You. In your name. Amen.
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